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Wednesday, April 17, 2013

NAPOMO poems eleven through fifteen

I apologize profusely- I had 2 computers out of whack (one for good- my netbook) and the other restored with a complete clean install. I still don't have the printer hooked up or my word processing programs up and running but I HAVE been writing my poems in notebooks- not having a smart phone- I had to wait to send poems - here are poems
eleven thru fifteen - nine and ten are somewhere in another notebook, maybe at work-


Day 15

So she wins a prize

It’s true, she drops her uterus
like it’s a celebrity, filling the maw
with assorted body parts,
mewling proper names and fluids,

while you, timid sister, stammer
at the mention of pussy ‘n taint
(should I edit, should I?)
ask me again and I’ll tell you

the lips that say love can draw blood,
the sharp-tipped tongue craves
your "demure little asshole"* but
doesn’t linger nearly long enough.

Take you proper nouns and sit
on them, I’ll stay properly discreet.

* from Tony Hoagland



 
Day 14

 
More Cowbell


At the party, I re-met memories, people long out of my life, now back in because of a mutual friend’s natal observance. They spun elaborate tales of medical procedures as I nodded (just right) and said "Oh, my!" with proper concern. We all face our decrepitude with brave faces, canes and baggy dresses, woven wraps, and sensible shoes. Some have stopped celebrating their years, others insist you know immediately just how long it took them to get this far, as if they took the long way (and are the better for it) while you zipped down the bypass using family money. They ask about recycling. I want to say, yes, the crab dip is soylent green and you are what we eat but some have forgotten even how to laugh, if they ever did. I drive home alone, my generation on the radio, floating between lanes, singing along as loud as I ever could.


 
 
Day 13


clip art poem

sunrise, with eagle
new daffodils at the botanical garden
volunteers blooming at the fence
school buses red, yellow, black, slow
farmer’s market kale and gingerroot
biscuits from Hardee’s
hardware store for a hammer
lunch from Popeye’s
nap on an eyelet spread
quick load, colors on cold
healthy stir-fry, orange, green
neighborhood stroll
Maxfield Parrish sundown
guitars on the porch
neopolitan ice cream
cotton floral nightgown, long
fresh sheets
moonlight.


 
 
 
Day 12


 
That cake again

I made you a cake one year
when we were just divorced
red velvet, but it may have been
dump cake, better than it sounds

some recipe your mother gave me
forty-something years ago
I pretended to care a long time
but always made a cake for you.

Twenty years ago I wrote a poem
about the cake, but it was all a lie,
I think it was, the poem was,
after we separated I stopped cooking.

For some reason, I persist in the farce
that there was a cake I delivered
or didn’t, may not have made. I have
made a hundred since, none for you.



 
Day 11


 
She won’t say


what you did, won’t text or call
no indication of the sudden silence-
it may have been something you said

or she could be dead at the landing
from a tumble alone in her big house
blinded by a sudden light from outside.

she could have been hit by a taxi
on her way to the Empire State Building
or taken up in a pre-rapture practice run.

Alien abduction should be considered
though her neighborhood is quiet
and full of frame houses of a certain age.

The twenty-two text messages you sent
may have influenced her invisible state
advised by a girlfriend to "cool it"

she won’t say, you can’t ask
sometimes the best path is to back up,
back off, and go another way home.

Tuesday, April 09, 2013

NAPOMO poem-a-day April 8


Right this minute

I am annoyed at how badly I use time
as if there is plenty, as if I have a secret.
Yes, I do have something to keep
from you, there are infinite reasons.
 
Twenty-nine years ago (right now)
my water broke a day early (gross)
Nothing has been the same since,
with great pain comes responsibility.
 
I’m tired of checking your breathing
waiting to hear your car door shut,
There must be a statute to limit
your expectations of how I can help.
 
Apologies your father isn’t taller,
you're welcome for the Palmer charm.
In the end you were cut out of me,
now let go of the goddamned apron!


Sunday, April 07, 2013

NAPOMO poem-a-day April 7

Light a candle (for Yom HaShoah)


On days like this I leave the house dressed for sun
to warm my skin, enough if I get home before dark,
before the night chill rises around bare ankles.


The car is never close enough these times, the walk
too far, I fold my arms tight around me, hunched
against the cold and dark, uneasy but unafraid.

Then I remember her, the Catholic teen from Poland,
swept up in a raid of her father’s shop near the ghetto
where many Jewish girls worked, some she called friends.

Her father’s protests fell on deaf ears, they took her
and forced the frightened girls to walk to a train
on the edge of the city, wearing thin coats, gloveless.

She was the youngest, believing her family would come,
whispering assurance to those with her, as they huddled
in clumps, pushed along by the soldiers that night.

They sang and hugged on the ride, warmer in the car
with so many others pressed against them, then stood
in lines for separation, for assignment, they believed.

She was healthy, many were, the tiniest and frail girls
taken elsewhere, it was so cold! Everyone prayed,
cried until they were beyond tears, until silence came.

Her story enfolds me, I will light a candle for her tonight,
read an awkward Kaddish for them all, for the six million,
so I can say on the other side "I did not forget you".
 

NAPOMO poem-a-day April 6

There is no bad day to die


In my teens I begged for my life
to see what was going to happen,
twenty years later I whispered
silent prayers for another decade
so my children would know me.
 
As time rolled on I wanted to have
all the "things" I’d missed
before the end, leave my mark.
I wrote furiously raw poems,
until I learned to be careful.
 
Right now, I want to sleep
with some assurance of morning,
rest in spite of your snores,
let silence embrace me when
you are gone and I’m still here.

Friday, April 05, 2013

NAPOMO poem-a-day April 5

Bringing them down

Roy Rogers liked rough sex, I can only say,
"Oh, Dale, dearest Dale, did you?"
It’s as if I caught my parents on the couch
naked, I know it happened but I can’t imagine
it was anything but perverse, no love lost.
 
I don’t need to hear what famous men
did with cigars, the stains they left.
How everyone knew (when we didn’t).
No stranger to animal instincts, I have
found solace there, in cowboy hands.
 
To those who live undamaged,
love themselves enough to know
pain is never reward, I offer blessings
and apology, the urban definition of sin
is good, dirty fun: a truthful lie.
 
There are so many transgressions,
so little secrecy, and less discretion.
What childhood hero will be outed next?
Did Eisenhower diddle little girls?
Madame Curie do it in the lab?
 
It’s not the desire to turn a blind eye,
but those pictures were set long ago
before I knew of harsher things.
Let the dead lie in restless peace,
the living keep me busy enough.

Thursday, April 04, 2013

NAPOMO poem-a-day April 4

Fashion


Salt is the new lava in lamp-ery, that is
not to say lamprey (better suited to pie
and spice world worms).
 
Sometimes I hold my Himalayan close
longing to lick the luscious pink,
sad cow that I am.
 
It warms my breast as I breathe in,
say: ocean, ocean, ocean,
alternating nostrils.
 
I am what I have been made to be
by The Martin Agency, TV,
classic rock.
 
At twenty I would watch the lava
stoned, a mantra of bubbles.
the rise and fall.
 
This solid rock reassures,
I, too, am not impermanent,
but preserved.

Wednesday, April 03, 2013

NAPOMO 2013 poem-a-day April 3

Babysitter

It wasn’t hunger that made her
punch through the skin,
scooping soft vanilla wafers
into her waiting mouth,
drove her to lick fingers
and go back again and again
until the Pyrex dish gaped
half empty on the shelf.
 
They had told her "help yourself"
to whatever she wanted
but they couldn’t have meant
the untouched dessert
covered in Saran wrap
well after the pudding set,
the big chunks of bananas,
twice the cookies called for.
 
The baby wouldn’t stir-
her role was watchman, only
there because someone must be.
She rocked in mewling shame
on the Danish modern couch,
house perfectly decorated
in Bayshore Estates, nicer than
where she usually babysat.
 
What remained beckoned her,
whipped cream splotched
in lazy design, the soft wafers,
shut-eyed pleasure filling
empty spaces, she ate and ate
licking her palm clean,
as the sudden flash of headlights
made her heart clutch.
 
Not them. A neighbor.
She filled the sink with water,
scrubbed glass too clean.
"It slipped. I’m so very sorry.
I cleaned the mess." She wouldn’t
work there again. The husband
drove her home, where nothing
would be as good, or all hers.

Monday, April 01, 2013

NAPOMO poem-a-day April 2

April 2
 
Richly colored night (after a quote by Van Gogh)
 
 
There was a time when
drinks in sunrise shades
colored shy conversation.
 
Morning, the last thing
on our minds, always came
too soon, too bright, loud.
 
Walking back to your place
or mine, even the puddles
threw rainbows back at us.
 
My hair was long and red,
yours: plentiful. The moon
washed across our bodies.
 
Thousands of nights passed,
we shut the shades, put kids
to bed, fell into dark dreams.
 
Now we are alone again,
almost strangers. Unfamiliar,
uncomfortable, unsure.
 
The city streets are better lit,
angled, arched in yellow,
spattered with flash of neon.
 
In the old cafe, orange glow
paints our faces smooth, young,
we remember how to be foolish.

NAPOMO Poem-a-Day April 1

Giving up the ghost 

I saw you in the corner of the room
just yesterday, I was humming a song
we sang a long time ago, how was it
you knew to make an appearance right then?
 
If we’d been that connected at the time
you’d still be here or I’d be there with you,
none of this slow fade to forgetfullness
rising everyday a little dimmer.
 
The face I see in my head is not you,
it’s a photograph from the Facebook page
I memorized before you took it down,
your half-smile my addiction, secret fix.
 
If you quit showing up I can forget
but you’re the shoe sticking out from under
the bed I almost fall on each morning
you always kept me slightly off balance.
 
Even this poem is another way you
intrude unwanted when I was thinking spring,
Easter eggs, taking down storm windows.
It was April, I was playing piano.

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

NAPOMO page over on google +

I'm trying.

Between my connection being cranky tonight my unfamiliarity with the plus,
there will be a delay.

Not a DeMolay (wasn't that like the Mason's for young men, like the rainbow girls was the junior Eastern Star?

Does anyone know what I'm talking about?)

try here: shann's still talking


Thursday, March 21, 2013

poem again, who knew?

Lost Vegas

Mamma has a berth, a slot,
whatever at Bunker’s
memorial midtown.

The webpage says
it’s convenient but
only archives thru 2002.

I was there once
twenty-five years ago,
daddy went with us, now

he’s there, too. I was
so afraid of his power
over me I wasted time

I could’ve spent asking
questions like- when
did you go thru the change?

then I remember in 1965
she had a hysterectomy, together
we watched a brand new soap

on TV, The Days of Our Lives,
all that sand going through
the hourglass, all that sand.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

must be getting geared up for NAPOMO

The Tawdry Affair

I was undone by you
grommets loosed,
gussets stretched,
petticoats tossed
thoughtlessly

on the chaise lounge
our lone set-piece
draped in drama
where salacious was
too easily replaced

by lugubrious dark,
heavy as a dental drape
to prevent loss of fertility.
your impression, left when
I was undone by you.

a poem for wednesday morning 3am

to be silent


can lead to misunderstandings,
the sky may not have been right
air quality less than desired
humidity off doing its curly work.
in a dark coffee shop somewhere

did you know the actor in the commercial?
I did, but didn’t speak up and now
you’ll never know I was important
before I became a window washer
climbing buildings, squeegee bound.

Why wash glass walls on rainy days?
There are others things we should attend to
one mustn’t be limited by tiny minds,
large panes, pulleys and the inevitability
science brings: what goes up can disappear

I lost two friends today, one to a feral god,
the other to a long line of shot glasses.
One left music, one filled the room with anger,
though both are as lost as keys, gloves.
Next time, speak up- don’t die alone.

Friday, March 01, 2013

I heard it on NPR

Most likely


Though we know little enough about him,
Garrison Keillor said Christopher Marlowe
was most likely gay and an atheist,
yet a brilliant poet and dramatist.

In his lifetime an elite few were educated,
most spiritually curious holy men and oracles
possessed of sufficient cleverness to thrive
within the church or off the gold of betters.

To be a man in Marlowe’s time most likely
involved the perks a penis often brings,
the luxury of having others care for him
certainly far more than he did for himself.

The world turns, humankind begets
a fleshy herd of celebrity provocateurs,
rapaciously sexual, outwardly religious,
inwardly as blank as empty clay jars.

They are not brilliant, nor poets, most likely
their legacy will not survive, built on smoke
and what the mirror reflects. Weak flesh

earns its sad reward, it has no substance.

Even the learned die in bar fights or the plague.
And where is God in Marlowes work? In the dust
of groundlings feet, or the muddy Thames, a whisper
on a darkened stage bidding "Remember me".

The art of hating isn't hard to master...



I read some poems by a well-known poet with who I am personally acquainted.

They are probably well crafted, the kind of poems where the audience goes mmMMMMmmmm and nods after each is read aloud. BUT they are boring as plain oatmeal, poem after poem. I didn't even bother to scroll the page after a few, just read what I could see and clicked "next". I'm astounded at how weak they are- and if I said who it was some of you would revile me (and some would write me off their lists).

I recall getting angry a few years ago when a slam friend got on me for writing white-lady/mayonnaise poems, that I needed to get dirty and talk about it- he was wrong and he was right- (he also hadn't heard but a handful of my poems). I was angry. He had issues so it didn't change my writing much, but I did notice things I tried to do better, like NOT be boring.


But these poems are clearly written in a room with a closed door, Google at the ready to get those wordsobscura next to the ancientwhocareswhere places.

It's the kind of poetry that makes non-poets hate poetry.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

a raw poem, briefly aired

In the dead of february

It comes to words on paper
deep in the night again
TV murmuring gentle pleas
to better myself as if
what I am doesn’t matter
retraining is necessity.

they don’t know I’m weary
with negotiating the maze
(entitled some might say)
I say "deserve" with a wink
prepared to cut back
because I always have.

Nothing feels quite right
though hindsight serves
(or is that experience?)
a friend disavows birthdays
I count each one a triumph
since the odds belittle time

everyone here will likely live
too long (Margaret) or perish
too soon (Thomas) if you think
suicide is a choice God laughs
"best if used by" is not
always an expiration date

The last time death troubled
I was thirty with two babies
fretting they’d never know me
be scarred by the sudden loss
I held them close and wept
swallowing the scent of life.

as a grain of sand on a window sill
is not a beach, no one will recall
this night, this poem, this well
full of cool water, and I am drunk
with the thoughts I gather here.

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

Happy New Year 2013!

This is going to be a wonderful year!

Some friends have left the room, relatives, too, but I'm still here and getting better.

Thomas, Aunt Margaret- you will always be with me.

No resolutions.

I have recently stopped watching programs called Infotainment or Reality. I can make my own drama. No more following news stories all night that are not local or don't affect me.

(Anderson Cooper Ridiculist and Joel McHale on the Soup don't count).

This is the year my children will blossom into their own. I can feel it. They are poised to experience all life has to offer: success, achievement, and love!

I am so fortunate to have faithful friends and fun things to do, to write, to walk, to enjoy these years as I approach "mature".

Actually, I am finally comfortable with being a grown-up, though a misplaced harsh word can send me into a little girl terror in an instant, so please be thoughtful with your words.

Live long and prosper! My wish for most of us!

Monday, November 26, 2012

To post and not to post

I have been writing my poems in a notebook, an actual paper notebook. With lines.

I am going to post a selection briefly this weekend- then remove by the following Friday (Dec 7).

It's complicated, but some of them made me quite happy and I will be submitting them soon and don't want them overexposed on the internet.

shann

Friday, November 02, 2012

poem-a-day November 2, 2012

A Modern Love Poem

does not depend on proper nouns,
a full moon-boon companion blend,
nor big band sound authority
make-it-real inculcation begs.


No, current trends insist we take
our curiosities outside
for air, bare our skins in public
until we stand invisible.


The shadow cast by nothing is
a moth’s breath, the footstep of fish.
Words can be infinitely moved
meaning nothing, garbled nonsense.


Tell everyone this poem is yours,
how I handpicked each turn of phrase.

Poem a Day November 1at


matchbook sonnet

Your bodyheat caught me unprepared,
the acrid burn of hell and heaven
as our elbows touched, I was consumed.

Defined by intensity, we played
pretend, lips sealed in understanding:
to match is not to go together.

Alone, I am incomplete, jagged
edge catching on the delicate gauze
our story wears in such circumstance.

You are my everyday devotion,
the scripture I carry in my hand,
fingerprints left on piano keys.

On the horizon a meteor
flares and disappears. We are done.

Saturday, October 27, 2012

a month since I posted?

where did the time go?

I must be stuck in a crack, my dress wedged firmly in the fissure and I can't pull it loose. I do what I have to but move neither forward nor back.

Maybe it's Pandora at fault. The songs they pick are just right for melancholy, remembering scraps of happy and shreds of miserable.

Joni Mitchell holds me, Lyle makes me homesick, the Wailing Jennys nurture an ache I forgot about.

Fall. Death. Birthdays of people I care about but don't see anymore. Some mornings I can't get out of bed. Some nights I can't get to sleep. I'd forgotten what hungry feels like.

Whatever. You don't have a clue who I am anyway.

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Writers reading, stuff like that-

Listed in Style are the latest from the famous and hopeful, legitimate writers with real books--

Calendar HERE

Listed not are the locals, the truly hopefuls who aren't vetted yet, the "rest-of-us", the citizen poets who buy the books the others write. Occasionally, the books are worth the money- sometimes it's just a puzzlement.

Sun the 30th VMFA 3pm readings in the Muse cafe

2nd Friday at art6 7pm, features and open mike (one-two poems)

3rd Thursday at C'est La Vin 6pm, same as above but with music.

every Saturday at 9 at Artspace, Richmond Slam

and Monday night critique group at the Farmhouse Facebook page FMI

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

all advice/no advice is good advice

all advice/no advice is good advice-

more folks than not try to get away with writing lazy and not doing sufficient rewriting, reading out loud, rethinking-

This is a good start (click here)

in the end, if the poem is good enough there are no rules, or at least no violations. But try, people, try!

Friday, September 14, 2012

Monkey wallpaper as metaphor

They're changing the wall paper in the bathrooms at the Lewis Ginter Botanical Garden.

Changing.
Wallpaper.
WALLpaper.
Changing.

People have been taking little bits, apparently for years.

Wallpaper.

Granted, it is cute as all get out- monkeys in trees, strong colors: green greens, brown browns, all that.

We also have monuments. Battlefields. Churches where liberty and death were discussed.

And wallpaper.  How many Virginians does it take to change a lightbulb? Five - one to replace the bulb and four to talk about how glorious the old bulb was.

Wallpaper

The story

Monday, September 10, 2012

Too many $%^&* Writers!!!

Here's the original: Is Free Verse Killing Poetry?

Here's the follow-up "too many writers"

yes, I referenced the original in the previous blog post, reposting to save people time.

I guess we've decided poetry matters and is not dead. It's also funny the follow-up mentions this is strictly "first world problem".

Tuesday, September 04, 2012

Free or Formal? Leave me alone!

Such a silly thing to worry about, but some people who make their living in the academy must keep the argument going so they can keep their jobs, I suppose!


Check the article out HERE

I write what I write. What do you write?

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Writing? Reading. What August is good for.

I just realized I hadn't blogged much this month. It's not I'm abandoning the place, rather I have been reading far more than I've been writing.

Sometimes it's good to rest the page, absorb other worlds. I have been jotting down ideas and phrases, my dreams are filled with little plots, glimpses into rooms full of words, but my time has been scattered and muddled.

I do need to keep a reading journal- here's this month in a list:

Inferno, Dante. new translation by Mary Jo Bang
The Magicians, Lev Grossman
(ongoing) The Exegesisof Philip K. Dick
Iron Horse Review recent issue
Edisto, Padgett Powell

There are others- I'll post more soon- those books are what I can see from the computer.

If you don't read, you shouldn't be writing- I absolutely believe that.

Saturday, August 04, 2012

More links to Sofia Starnes poet laureate of Virginia

1. poem in Blackbird

2. video reading

3. buy her book from the publisher

4. review

5. another poem

6. The Anglican Theological Review (editor)

7. from Here Comes Everybody
SCOOP! SCOOP! The new poet laureate of Virginia (appointed by the governor with the suggestion of the Poetry Society of Virginia- but don't hold either of those things against her) is: Sofia Starnes, a wonderful poet- bio and links to follow!!

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

So many words! So much writing!

I spent July writing. Seriously writing. Taking a memoir writing class from Doug Jones at the Visual Arts center on Tuesday nights, attending the West Virginia Writers Woekshop at West Virginia University in Morgantown, and moving words all over the page, then the screen for the entire month. I highly recommend the activity. In the meantime, I won some books from Coffee House Books. I'm really looking forward to their arrival. Not to mention the stack of books from WVA - more about those later. Also taking a slow read thru the Mary Jo Bang translation of Dante's Inferno AND the Exegesis of Philip K. Dick. I can never read just one measly book at a time!

Monday, July 09, 2012

KIN: Songs by Mary Karr and Rodney Crowell

Who doesn't love Mary Karr, her novels and poetry? If you're from Texas it's a done deal. If you and you're people are from East Texas, I don't even know what to say. I'm writing my story- this is some of my soundtrack. Rodney Crowell grew up not too far from where I did. If I close my eyes it's like hearing family talking. I'm hungry for home. Sadly, all I have is what's in my mind.

Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Poetry Magazine and Tony

no, I didn't get a poem accepted because I didn't submit one.

But those of you who know me know how much I adore the way Tony Hoagland
puts words down that seem as though he can read my mind and codify what I need to say.  I don't know why I feel this link to him- it came to me the second I met him, though I had criticised viciously a poem posted at Slate magazine many years ago. Another friend was severly wounded by him and did not write for three years after we encounteered him (in a workshop). I love both of them and this is inexplicable to me.

Hoagland has three poems in the latest issue of Poetry Magazine, the most uneven publication I know.

The first one makes me ache with recognition- There is no word. I have been writing this for years.

The second is Note to Reality and holds the final twist that I find so fascinating about his poetry.

The last is called Don't Tell Anyone and so squarely captures the secrets I carry I wept when I read it.

I know some people like Mary Oliver and her deep nature, or the Dickman's and their cruel humor, but Tony Hoagland and I seem to share a loving cynicism that is only tamped by how we cling to life and all it's disturbing wonders.

My absolute favorite poet, besides myself.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

The 2012 Levis Prize from VCU announced

The Department of English andthe MFA Program in Creative Writing at Virginia Commonwealth Universityare pleased to announce that
 Radial Symmetry by Katherine Larson
has been selected as the winner of the 2012 Levis ReadingPrize for the best first or second book of poetry published in thecalendar year 2011. The award is named in memory of the late Larry Levis,the poet who taught at VCU. Larson will receive an honorarium of $2000 and will be brought to Richmond, expenses paid, for a reception and publicreading on September 20th, 2012.

Katherine Larson’s Radial Symmetry (Yale University Press, 2011)was also selected by Louise Glück as the winner of the Yale Series of YoungerPoets. Larsen’s work has appeared in AGNI, Boulevard, TheKenyon Review, The Massachusetts Review, Poetry, andPoetry Northwest, among other publications. She is the recipientof a Ruth Lilly Fellowship, the Union League Civic and Arts FoundationPoetry Prize and the Kate Tufts Discovery Award. In addition to her literarycareer, Larson has worked as a molecular biologist and field ecologist.She lives in Arizona with her husband and daughter.
This year the Prize Committee would also like to recognize the outstandingbooks of two additional finalists, Anthony Carelli for his collection Carnations(Princeton University Press, 2011) and Brian Barker for TheBlack Ocean (Southern Illinois University Press, 2011).

The Levis Reading Prize is presented on behalf of VCU's MFA in CreativeWriting Program. Sponsors include the VCU Department of English, JamesBranch Cabell Library Associates, VCU Friends of the Library, the VCU Libraries,the VCU Honors College, Barnes & Noble @ VCU, and the VCU College ofHumanities and Sciences, with primary funding provided by the family ofLarry Levis.
We would like to express our sincere thanks to all who entered and thushelped to make this annual contest such a success.

For further information aboutthe Levis Reading Prize, see http://www.has.vcu.edu/eng/resources/levis_prize/levis_prize.htm,call 804.828.1329,or contact Katelyn Kiley, Levis Fellow, at kileyk@vcu.edu

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my first reaction is - oh joy, another inexplicable book about nature all metaphored to shit. Ifit has big words (SCIENCE words) it must be good.

Monday, June 04, 2012

Nominations for Virginia Poet Laureate 2012

Congratulations to Henry Hart, Sofia Starnes, and Patsy Anne Bickerstaff,
who were selected by PSV members as finalists for Poet Laureate
of the Commonwealth of Virginia, 2012-2014.  

Samples of their poetry and biographical notes have been sent
to Governor McDonnell, who will make the final selection
for the position this summer.

Stuff Going On for Poets

Local poets! Take note!!


River City Secrets
art6, 6 E. Broad St.
June 8, 7pm
The second Friday of every month we bring you a dose of poetry & rock n roll. Talented local wordsmiths kick off the night with featured readings, and the evening progresses with an open mic where all of the poetic persuasion are welcome to share a piece or two of their own. The night wouldn't be complete without the lyrical riffs of our rockstar-in-residence. Light refreshments are served for the whole, and your $5 at the door goes to support the gallery & our ongoing events there. Come out and get heard!

Poetry & Jazz Tasting
C'est Le Vin, 15 N. 17th St.
June 14, 6pm
On Thursday, June 14, we'll be back at local gallery and wine shop C'est Le Vin to sample the best of both new and established regional poets amidst the backdrop of live jazz and enticing wines. Randy Burton & co. of Super64 will be on hand to play some sets & lend their musical talents to the verses of any wordsmith so desiring. The whole is set off by C'est le Vin's enticing wine selection, gourmet delectables & gorgeous art exhibits. We "mini-feature" a wide array of wordsmiths from all experience & publication levels, giving them each 5 minutes to present a "taste" of what they do as poets, so shoot me an email (dottoressa.joanna@hotmail.com) if you'd like to be added to the list!
Workshop & Critique
Urban Farmhouse Market & Cafe, 1217 E. Cary St.
6:30-8pm
Small group critique and workshops continue! Thanks to all who came out get their inspiration on at the UF last month. As always, all of these sessions are open to everyone, completely free and held at the Urban Farmhouse Market and Cafe in Shockoe. June dates are listed below and specific details/assignments forthcoming on Facebook.
June 11-- small group critique
June 18-- small group critique
June 25-- performance workshop (Lance Kelley)

PROSE, POETRY, PIZZA!!


Thursday, May 24, 2012

Poetry stuff and I'm writing my memoir

Ed Lull, Virginia poet, is receiving a major recognition - The Emyl Jenkins prize from James River Writers!

Good thing, he really deserves it!!

I have officially started writing my memoir. I took a workshop with Doug Jones at the Visual Arts Center and am planning on more classes with him and others. At the West Virginia Writers Workshop at WVU in July I will be working with non-fiction.

Since my Aunt Margaret died at 98 this month, I am now the oldest member living in my family. Therefore, i carry the memories and can now write them down. Sure, my brothers and sisters may disagree with some of what I say but they can't prove any more than I can it is or isn't the truth.

Wednesday, May 09, 2012

behind and busy

poems poems poems- stories, too

gathering poems into workable manuscripts, working on music for church, dealing with a family that needs to get on with things...

I want to strangle a few people who cannot seem to quit meddling in my life and the lives of those I love-

I need a car

I need money and time to work on projects

I need emotional support

I need to help my children see how precious life is and how we can't let negative and hurtful people take that away

the usual.

my meditation is for balance and peace
my hands are open.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Guess who will be in two places at once?? The amazing Shann Palmer!!!

I'll be at the James River Writers Writing Show at 6pm moderating the panel for National Poetry Month, the winners of the JRW/Richmond Magazine annual contest

AND AT (actually my daughter will be in my place)

Springtime’s Rhymes

Thursday April 26
7:00 p.m.
Cochrane Rockville Branch Library
16600 Pouncey Tract Road
(804) 749-3146
All ages. Local poet Shann Palmer will
read her original poetry, followed by an
open mic where you can share your
own poetry or that of a favorite poet.

Refreshments provided by the Friends of the Rockville Library.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

2012 Poem-a-day 13

Joyce

She was the kind of Texas woman
who didn’t have two cents to rub,
but if she could manage to find
a handful of shiny nickels, she’d win
enough at a slot machine in Vegas
to buy groceries for her family for a week.

I was walking with her when she conjured
a twenty from under a fist-sized rock
on Rincon Road in nineteen sixty-nine,
I rode shotgun when we had to pray
our way home on a shallow sniff of gas
in the worst rainstorm that summer.

She could puff a breath on her fingers,
then take out ten pins- ball scooting
down the alley like it was hypnotized,
ready to slam itself against the back wall,
she’d take sucker bets without a miss
for hours, even trick shots with a blindfold.

She lost only two things: me, to a yankee,
and her life in single hand. She tried hard
to let ride for another round of hold 'em
but cancer is the house that always wins.
When her will was read, luck wasn’t in it,
she must’ve used it all up in the end.

Friday, April 13, 2012

2012 Poem-a-day 12

something in the way

she moves into my line of sight
& takes the air out of the room,
the piccolo part out of my Souza.

It’s hardly enough razzamatazz
to make it worth anyone’s while,
least of all 1st trumpet, 2nd chair.

What’s a flourish without a high
scattershot melody hung out
over the brass-by-golly bravado?

An unfinished chord progression,
that’s what, Sherlock, parse the parts
get the blow going, toot sweet!

Stars and Stripes have been known
to choke even the most cynical heart
we like to tear up at the rallentando.

So keep your hands to yourself, sister!
Music may not be as tough as poetry,
but it’s what I’ve been doing, a long time.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

2012 Poem-a-day 11

I'm removing 1-10 tomorrow night. Enjoy them now before they go back in the shop for detailing.

To everything

Tireseus walks the summer wall
naked before the fish and waterfowl.
He is whatever the wind decides.

Before morning comes, the sun
predicts the day, I set the table,
prepare breakfast in tender light.

My journey has been full of magic
& visions, I only stopped to shower,
wash clothes, and break bread.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

2012 Poem-a-day 10

Family Tree

I looked my brother up on google,
found his son is in jail for battery/
domestic abuse, he might be married;
far across the country in another world
where time stalls, my sister’s daughter
bounces checks and doesn’t pay bills.

We don’t talk at all, we five siblings
damaged by circumstance, memories
of welfare food and our passive mother,
a father who couldn’t keep his hands
off us, used the belt, fists, boots, fear,
to crush us under his influence.

Over the years we’ve passed paths
so infrequently I wouldn’t cross the street
to avoid them, I’d never know their faces
by sight, or be able to identify bodies,
barely know the names of their children,
where they shop, if they like arugula.

I’ve heard they are in touch, the four
who stayed to bury our parents. I ran
so hard I made a few bad choices
dwarfed by the one good decision.
I have no regrets, except my children
will never know who my family was.

I am an immigrant to a new land,
full of stories and artifacts, telling
what I think should be remembered,
little injuries concealed in anecdotes,
hoping genetics can be circumvented
by education and unconditional love.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

2012 Poem-a-Day 9

Silhouettes on the Shade

fills the room over and over,
45 rpm stuck in replay set,
mom and dad argue about
cigarettes (nobody bought any)
dig through the kitchen trash
for butts long enough for a puff.

They don’t notice the music
or me, under the piano reading
a science fiction paperback
to the steady pace of shouting,
afraid of being noticed, or worse,
becoming the next target.

Stay in the shadows, little girl,
time will pass and so will they.
Blame may follow all your life,
but try to stay a step ahead,
and it’ll fade way before you do,
like a song from an old movie.

2012 Poem-a-day 8

The Nature of No

Understand the true fact of rejection;
of course, strength is the desired virtue
though often even the best scenario
results in little or no effect at all.

Do you need more information?
A loved B, B cheats on A, A forgives
again and again with diminishing returns.
B doesn’t get it, A doesn’t get it.

Even you and I get stale after too little
meaningful conversation, contact.
Misery can have a cumulative effect,
indifference becomes status quo.

Better to bar the door once it’s shut,
close the blinds, pretend no one’s home.
Wallow in whatever you must until
you can remember how to live again.

Saturday, April 07, 2012

2012 Poem-a-day 7

no love lost

nor found in the fields of war,
these are the body baggers,
the silent ones who gather
broken soldiers when smoke clears.

oldest children do the job best,
they carry weight from birth,
guilt a familiar companion,
all their prayers tired out.

they don’t talk while they work.
try to forget when they’re done,
a good day is when the wind blows,
the sky overcast, clouds busy.

A bad day is when a new worker
can’t hold in the horror, gagging,
invoking a deity with every breath,
there are no gods here, no gods.

They work side by side till done,
lost in whatever thoughts they bring.
At night they toss in ugly dreams
clutching old letters tight in their fists

2012 Poem-a-day 6

Sweet Slumber

must be hiding under the bed tonight,
maybe it’s gone over the transom
in the next room, I don’t hear the kids
stirring anymore, only the rustle of wind
knocking branches against the windows.

Too cold for Easter Sunday 6 am service,
sunrise won’t come soon enough to warm
the brave few who’ll wake up early to watch
a fire built on the sidewalk near the garden,
we’ll light the paschal candle and run inside.

That’s where slumber will tempt, in the pew
with the lilies casting sweet spells of scent,
the candles flickering in morning shadows
as the sun’s fire rises over tall pines,
joyful alleluias sung, by God, with grace.

2012 Poem-a-day 5

Fanciful attraction

What a time it must have been, mamma,
when big cars full of cheap gas
took to the pavement, in the summer
you could drive about anywhere

in a halter top and linen shorts
with cuffs and ironed creases,
you were a pretty girl looking for fun,
face freckled, brown hair in a knot.

When you met daddy, did you
go to Corpus Christi right away,
heart full of hope, have corn dogs,
and cold beer on the beach?

The war was over and plenty
was the word on everyone’s lips-
he was handsome, on the G.I bill,
full of adventure and laughter.

it’s not easy to think about
you as a young secretary,
smoothed-faced and careless
taking up with a sweet talker

like him, you didn’t worry at all
about someday and what if,
no one ever does in the beginning,
when the light dances on the water

making the moment look pretty good
even heading home with me in your belly
cruising north till the salty water
disappears behind a stand of lanky pine.

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

2012 Poem-a-day April 4

100% Dacron dream

an American fantasy, like that red Corvette
when you got back from ‘Nam summer of ‘69
stationed in Killeen, Texas a few hours
from Pasadena and the girl you stole
out from under your own brother’s nose.

Okay, it was metallic blue but sounds better red,
and he didn’t want to be stuck in a rut (his words)
so you showed up with comfort and kisses,
opportunistic fellow that you were, the lucky sort
who did three tours and never got a graze.

Dacron might not stretch but stories do, the way
memory gives in to best and worst scenarios,
prettier people, better times, but all I can recall
is the running toilet and your snores in the hotel
off Spencer Highway not that far from home.

If I’d known how to get to the sky, I would have
but the song hadn’t been written yet, and you?
You went blind in Napa Valley, while I learned
to sail on the Chesapeake Bay, sunning myself
under a multicolored spinnaker, unfurled.

2012 Poem-a-Day April 3rd

A Plate on a Stick

In constant rotation, it has one job-
don’t fall, don’t fall, don’t fall
dependent on someone else’s skill,
always ready to take the blame
when it crashes, the plate endures
blessed by the certain assurance
it will be caught whole in the end.
don’t fall, don’t fall, don’t fall
The rhythmic chant defines:
the spinners’s hands, sticks, plates
in symbiotic motion, unconcerned
with the inevitable pull of gravity,
the shudder growing to a wobble,
don’t fall, don’t fall, don’t fall
but everything does eventually.

Should I have locked the door,
begged you stay? Caught up
in the spectacle, I kept spinning,
thinking you would always be
there to catch me when I fell.

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

2012 Poem-a-Day April 2

Visitors

I’d ask you in but the place is a mess,
really needs to be painted, vacuumed,
the giant bolt of fabric for new curtains
lolls in the corner of the hallway,
uncut, a good intention mismanaged.

Say the expected lie “It doesn’t matter”.
We both understand you’ll tell someone
the scene: unfolded laundry on the chair,
the scattered Sunday paper, used dishes-
details you will align as if they were ducks.

Reconciled to this dynamical system,
it is a balagan with nuvobohemian flair,
exchanging traditional for quirky kitsch:
the two-foot decorated Christmas tree is iconic.
still up in April, unlit in deference to Easter,

Company never sticks, or is it the spectre
shuffling backwards toward the kitchen
who keeps the conversation indifferent?
Our grandmothers would be horrified,
kneeling women who scrubbed sidewalks.

I won’t bend my knees, not even to pray.
There are photos of when I was single:
candles in the bathroom, arrangements,
leaning out for love, they will lean that way
forever, you should have seen me then

Sunday, April 01, 2012

2012 Poem-a-day April 1st

Here we go again!! crazy me, crazy, crazy me.  April 1st Day one:


hey dave

It’s been too many dead ringers since
serious words puddled in my throat
seeking your ear way north of Richmond
while I fretted about whether spilling
selected personal details down your shirt
makes sense.

Everything important starts
in common circumstance, then slips slopes
to land seat-first in a steady boat-
the point being thinking about
just talking with you
grounds me most days.

Friday, March 30, 2012

Twitter poems 7

I keep almost finished books
by my bed. Procrastination
may kill me, but in the end
I could have extra time to read.


In the night air,
planes chrrr overhead,
trains couple,
trucks shift
on the interstate.
Dreams take me places
without a sound.



Late night guests
chatter softly in my ear
hoping I’m listening.
This poem is written
in spite of them.
not minding either of us

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Twitter poems 6

I got a mention at Muses and Metaphor 2012 !!



You could paint the stars
to find God, but it’s already been done.
Close your eyes and tell me what you see, Vincent.

(b. March 30, 1853)


Even if your dishes match,
dinner may not satisfy.
Prepare a meal with love,
eat from your lover’s hand.
You will have enough.


My mother waited for the end time
until she found hers, always believing
she was ready.
When death came,
she fought to stay.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Twitter poems 5

You are iced coffee & tiramisu.
I am the glass & the plate.
Leave your lip print
on my soft curves, finger
scattered crumbs.


Savory herbs from an old garden
poke through grass & weeds.
If no rescue comes before the weekend,
dinner will be trampled.


The choir sings Monteverdi,
no accompaniment.
The weakest soprano
clings to a bass for support,
wrapped around his vibrato.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Twitter poems day 4

Beach Interlude

Sand fleas love pink skin
under cover of darkness,
thin blanket no protection.
Better to sleep in the car.


My daughter sits
on the chilly front porch
at midnight
painting abstract landscapes.
I am nowhere to be seen.


Endtimes

Build a bunker underground
for your family.
As the world outside collapses,
you can kill each other with close contact.


Monday, March 26, 2012

Twitter poems Day 3

No heaven, says the atheist.
No atheists, states the priest.
Your life is in my capable hands,
says the surgeon.


The smell of (too-early) summer in the air,
I want new tennis shoes,
to run faster, jump higher,
to soar, to be twelve again.


Lack of motivation keeps me
tied to this chair, this screen.
I should write a memoir
in 140 characters. Or less.
I just did.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Twitter poems Day 2

getting ready for National Poetry Month with little bits of poems:

Day 2

Sing the body, celebrate woman,
wear your beads
but leave the drum in your car,
it’s really lame & you have no sense of rhythm.


You won’t help me move because it’s raining.
I have to be out by tomorrow.
Landlords disrespect global warming.
I’m melting.


No face painting at the park today,
Mrs. Bunny went back to bed.
If it’s raining later, we could dye some eggs,
hem your dress.

Friday, March 23, 2012

How about some twitter poems??

Yeah- why not? If NPR cares, why shouldn't I?


Violets devour the lawn, tiny ants climb walls
to an open kitchen window for careless crumbs.
If this isn’t spring it should be.
Let them be for a while.


Butter Pecan ice cream from a local farm.
A picnic in Sabino Canyon
remembered. Letters
tied with red ribbon in a cedar chest.
Each word on my tongue.


Rather than gather characters for a story,
I’m taking long-on-the-page poems,
rendering them to a sudden spontaneous photograph.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

A poem

Where it happened

The sand is not precisely white-
more an expanse of empty, as death
to an atheist, there is no after-

life here has been radiated into null
space: no thriving planets, black holes,
Alamogordo gone nova, if you believe

hype tells the story (it doesn’t)
but you can land the shuttle nearby,
tap dance on the Atari tomb.

When the sun burst through the gap
in the curtains it was so bright
I had to squint to see the red slash

across the bed; no baby, never had been.
It was finished. We could go home.
our fearful trinity undone by nature.

Nothing was as we had expected:
barren land surrounded the motel,
science triumphed, deferred to the sun,

you started your period after all.
We had become wound together
until the world imploded, cast us out,

falling from the epicenter of "us"
rendered into relief, sadness.
Nothing made sense in the moment.

I drove back to Tucson, you slept,
face gaunt from crying, a stranger
who resembled someone I knew.

The view changed: white to brown,
to black as the sun slipped away
changing everything in a blink.

Sunday, March 04, 2012

The art of rewrite

Usually rewriting involves culling words- refining. Someone who has a good ear said more was needed in this case, so I rearranged and refitted some thoughts, details. See what you think.

Version one

Aunt Pearl and the one-way street

It was a nice day to go the doctor-
the only place she drove anymore,
there and church, and Weingarten’s.

Behind the wheel sixty years or more,
she called her cranky old Buick Mildred
after her hated, long dead mother-in-law.

"Nobody decent would drive a Ford"
she’d say but I never knew why.
To me, one ride was good as another.

but no car can help the driver too blind
to notice two-way streets changed
after a lifetime, new signs unreadable

without her glasses, left home deliberately,
her doc being a tall drink of cool water
she was sure had a secret crush on her.

It was closed coffin, had to be, of course,
dump trucks don’t leave pretty victims,
Momma said she wore blue eye shadow

under the lid, too-rouged cheeks, wig,
in a white linen suit she’d loved though
hardly ever wore because it wrinkled.

I remember her singing "This old house"
with Rosemary Clooney, pulling from
a long neck bottle of Lone Star beer,

Tyler was called the Rose Capitol-
there were dozens at her funeral,
mostly yellow, and orange tiger lilies.


Rewrite

Aunt Pearl and the one-way street

Behind the wheel sixty years or more,
she called her cranky old Buick Mildred
after her hated, long dead mother-in-law.

"Nobody decent would ever drive a Ford"
she’d say, leaving the reason dangling.
To a kid, one ride was good as another.

It was a delightful day to be on the road,
she only used the car for appointments,
that and to church, and Weingarten’s.

She was half-blind but eager to see
her new doc, him being an Elvis look-alike
she was sure had a secret crush on her.

What she didn’t know was the month prior
some city-hall hotshot brought in a consultant
who redirected many of the downtown streets.

Where she’d driven a lifetime was now one-way,
right turns she’d made half a century or more
turned directly into oncoming traffic, busses.

Without her glasses, left home deliberately
in a fit of vanity, she failed to see new signs-
the dump truck driver said she never saw him.

It was closed coffin, had to be, of course,
those kind of wrecks don’t leave pretty victims,
though Momma said she wore blue eye shadow

under the mahogany lid, rouged cheeks, wig,
dressed in a white linen suit she’d loved
though hardly ever wore because it wrinkled.

I remember her singing "This Old House"
with Rosemary Clooney, pulling from
a long neck bottle of Lone Star beer.

Tyler, Texas was called the Rose Capitol-
there were dozens of bouquets at her funeral,
mostly yellow, and a lot of orange tiger lilies.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Poems-a-day deleted!

Poems-a-day deleted because they were really just drafts and need to be scrubbed up before I can send them off to various publications.

I'll let you know when and where that happens.

In the meantime, did I tell you PIF is doing a print :"Best of" and they want to include Mrs. Klute> It appeared in the November 2011 issue. Yeah!!

I remember workshopping it with Denise Duhamel and my workshop group a few years ago-

keep the words coming

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Giving up on a Poem-a-Day temporarily

Yes, Virginia, I am abandoning writing a poem-a-day for a brief (I hope) time.

I have done so because I am being forced to be political. My home state has decided to attack the rights of women and their autonomy over their bodies. I have to write letters and make phone calls so the people I helped elect get back to the business of business.

There are hoards of old, white men who are willing to do just about anything to keep women in this state from making reasonable, personal choices about having an abortion if they so desire. Sure, they wrap it in the hot button issue of state (and national) funding, but the truth is it affects all of us on more than constitutional levels.

I want women to be able to make the choice of their hearts, their religious beliefs, their conscience. I would no more refuse a woman an abortion than I would force her to have one. I would drive a young woman to another state and help her pay for one if she felt she needed to do so. I would also support her getting aid if needed to raise that child I wished she had not given birth to. I'm old enough to remember when secret phone numbers were passed among us, when the university I attended would give you antibiotics and buy a bus ticket to Mexico and take care of you when you got back so you didn't die from the horrible conditions.

Keep in mind- we will choose, legally or illegally. My own grandmother was so damaged by a backalley abortion in Texas in the 30's she never was able to have another child (plus other issues with her body). Other women will abuse and sometimes murder those unwanted babies you insist must be born.

We may consider ourselves a "Christian" nation, but we are not all one religion, certainly not all Christians. Consider your own conscience and I hope you can see my position. First give us choice, then get back to fixing the economy, making the job market larger, eliminating lobbyists and bringing on term limits.

Friday, February 03, 2012

I AM a World Book Giver- Join me!!

I got my letter today- the deadline has been extended to Monday the 6th.




They want us to give away books, something I've been really good at in the past few years.

Go HERE to find out how you can give away books, too.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Poetry Society of Virginia Contest deadline approaches!!! Jan 19

Go to the Poetry Society of Virginia website for info on entering the annual contest- our judges are top tier (have included Claudia Emerson and many others) and the cash prizes are sweet- poems not published unless you consent so are still available for submitting elsewhere JANUARY 19 DEADLINE!!!

LINK HERE

Friday, January 13, 2012

remembering what was in poetry/ chapter one

I started writing poetry on computers back when Compuserve was king. I belonged to the writers forum and later the poetry forum (there was a brief run of an erotic writing forum- I recall being booted off because someone said I was underage.)

Judson Jerome had been on the forum but died the fall before I found the place.

It was early 1992 when I jumped into the forum with my first serious poems since my teenage years. I had won a scholastic magazine competition with a poem called "To be, to go, to die" in 1967(?) which included a charm for a bracelet I still own. I went to music school and got distracted.

Compuserve had the cafe (for fun), a workshop of some kind, and the hell called "No Holds Barred". After browsing a few days I posted a poem in "No Holds Barred". For whatever reason (my poetry was raw, unformed but not horrid) the regulars did not skewer me, but were kind and helpful. A retired marine named Jerry Jenkins encouraged me to send a poem to the print magazine Echoes for the memorial day issue and I was published.

We had flame wars, later I traveled to England and Scotland, staying with forum friends. I was churning out poetry like time was running out. It's tough to remember details of the demise of CIS, my children were small and I was working part-time. Mostly I remember being exhausted.

I was running open mikes and poetry events from 1996 on, wrote a column for about.com (paid!!), edited an online zine. I attended three Austin International Poetry Festivals, had poems in their anthologies. Compuserve faded away but I had the Melic Natter, Alsops Review's Gazebo, other places for fun and light criticism.

Twenty years ago this month: the forum was first. I have printouts of most of the poems and correspondencies.
Those and the rest are preserved on floppy disks.

I made good friends, still keep in close touch with one.

This is how it began.

Saturday, January 07, 2012

Digging up the past (again)

from the melic review- a poem I had forgotten about...

Every so often I'll do a google search and an old poem will appear, like this one from summer, 2000
written after returning from the Austin International Poetry Festival that spring- it is mostly true.


I BROKE MY TOOTH IN TEXAS

This is the Gospel truth, most likely it was
on a olive seed in a Greek restaurant Friday night,
somewhere in Austin after I did a poetry reading.

It cracked in two pieces like a well-made biscuit splits,
clean but crumbly, next to last molar on the left side.
Didn't take notice right away, I was drinking at the piano bar

in the Driscoll Hotel, figuring it was a hard piece of gristle,
or a chunk of tortilla chip jammed way in the back,
I chewed and jawed all night with abandon,

Too busy carrying on to worry about it much,
I ignored it, acting as if food might be outlawed
by the weekend, and me starving for everything Texas.

I was inhaling barbeque, steak, grilled chicken,
red beans and rice, tortillas off my plate and
into my mouth like I hadn't been home in years,

(I hadn't) I let it fester, digging at it with my tongue.
In the airplane on the way home I ate my pack of nuts
on the other side of my mouth, and didn't crunch my ice.

By chance and fate, I had a dentist appointment
the very next day, so I took my kid in my place
hoping for a reprieve and time to heal the tender spot.

She took one look, rolled her eyes, sat me down
and said, "We gotta get to the root of this one right now,
You want shots or the gas?" and I was stuck for the morning.

Now my temporary crown has abdicated into two monarchies
a week until the real one arrives from the molar factory,
but it was worth it all, at least I broke a tooth and not my heart,

like I did thirty-three years ago in Pasadena when Greg Lind took
Patrice Jordy to Homecoming back in nineteen sixty-something.
Bring me an aspirin and a cold co-cola and I'll tell you all about it.

here's some others from Melic, a right fine journal in its time:

Throwing in the Towel winter 1998
Driving Icarus summer 1999
(I wanted to)  autumn 1999 also apppeared in The Best of Melic, in print 2003
A Parable spring 2000
I have let you autumn 2000
Not by the Book (poems about sex with Martha Stewart) fall 2001
When Billy Collins reads (poems about Billy Collins) fall 2001

After 2001, I was a first reader for poetry (on and off) and CE was a stickler for not publishing the staff unless the work had appeared somewhere else first. I rejected more than one poet who is well-known today. During the next few years I also edited issues of La Petite Zine (prior to Daniel Nestor). I am very proud of my work there (archived here and here) but CE had warned me about working with the publisher. I should have listened.

Friday, January 06, 2012

The more things change... poets at the VMFA TONIGHT!!!

John Hoppenthaler and Deborah Ager will be reading
(see bios in previous posts)

In the place of Bernadette Geyer and Anna Claire Hodge

GREG DONOVAN and SHANN PALMER

will be reading!! 6-8pm FREE

Virginia Museum of Fine Arts
Richmond, VA

First Friday Poets at VMFA 6-8pm Meet Poet # 4

Poet John Hoppemthaler

TONIGHT!!!   FREE 6-8pm VMFA



Meet Mr. Hoppenthaler:


John Hoppenthaler books of poetry are Lives Of Water (2003) andAnticipate the Coming Reservoir (2008), both titles from Carnegie Mellon University Press. With Kazim Ali, he has co-edited a volume of essays on the poetry of Jean Valentine (forthcoming from U of Michigan P, 2012). His poetry appears in Ploughshares, Southern Review, Virginia Quarterly Review, McSweeney’s Internet Tendency, Laurel Review, Barrow Street, West Branch,Christian Science Monitor, Pleiades, and Blackbird, as well as a number of anthologies, includingPoetry Calendar (Alhambra Publishing),Making Poems: 40 Poems with Commentary by the Poets (State U of New York P), September 11, 2001: American Writers Respond (Etruscan Press), Blooming Through the Ashes (RutgersUP), The Sound of Poets Cooking (JACAR Press), and Chance Of A Ghost (Helicon Nine Editions). Among his honors are an Arts Fellowship Award for Excellence in the Field of Literature from the West Virginia Division of Culture and History and the West Virginia Commission on the Arts, a North Carolina Community Council for the Arts Regional Artist Project Grant, and residency fellowships from the MacDowell Colony, the Virginia Center for the Creative Arts, The Elizabeth Bishop House, and the Weymouth Center for the Arts & Humanities. For eleven years, he served as Poetry Editor for Kestrel, and he now edits A Poetry Congeries for the cultural siteConnotation Press: An Online Artifact and curates a guest-edited poetry feature. He also serves as Advisory Board Member forFairleigh Dickinson University’s Words and Music Festival (WAMFEST). Personal Assistant to Toni Morrison for nine years, he is now an Assistant Professor of Creative Writing and Literature atEast Carolina University. He lives on the banks of the PamlicoRiver in Washington,NC with his wife, Christy, his stepson, Danny, and their kitten, Obi.

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

First Friday Poets @VMFA Jan 6th Poet # 3

First Friday poets at VMFA January 6
Anna Claire Hodge  # 3

Poets at the Virginia Museum January 6th (First Friday) Local Poet Alert!!

First Friday in January at the Virginia Museum of Fine Arts you will have the opportunity to meet and hear four WONDERFUL poets reading- Deborah Ager, Bernadette Geyer, Anna Claire Hodge, and John Hoppenthaler. They will read 25 minutes each from 6pm to 8pm in the atrium. Free.
 
Meet Ms. Hodge:
 
 
 
Anna Claire Hodge is a graduate of VCU's MFA program in poetry. Her poems have appeared in Breakwater Review, Blue Earth Review, Miracle Monocle, Makeout Creek, and Hayden's Ferry, among others. Her work has been nominated for both the AWP Intro Journals award, as well as the Best New Poets anthology. A native Floridian, she is currently a columnist in Orlando.
 
poems  and another 

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

First Friday poets at VMFA January 6 Poet # 2

First Friday poets at VMFA January 6
Bernadette Geyer Poet # 2

Poets at the Virginia Museum January 6th (First Friday) Local Poet Alert!!

First Friday in January at the Virginia Museum of Fine Arts you will have the opportunity to meet and hear four WONDERFUL poets reading- Deborah Ager, Bernadette Geyer, Anna Claire Hodge, and John Hoppenthaler. They will read 25 minutes each from 6pm to 8pm in the atrium. Free.
 
 
 
About Ms. Geyer:
 
Bernadette Geyer lives inVienna, Virginia, where she works as a freelance writer and editor. Shereceived a 2010 Strauss Fellowship from the Arts Council of Fairfax County and isthe author of the poetry chapbook WhatRemains (Argonne House Press). Her poems have appeared in Verse Daily, Oxford American, The MidwestQuarterly, North American Review, and elsewhere.  Geyer was twice selected asa Jenny McKean Moore Poetry Scholar at The George Washington University, and threeof her poems appeared on Northern Virginia buses as part of the Moving Wordsprogram, sponsored by the Cultural Affairs Division of the Arlington CountyDepartment of Parks, Recreation, and Cultural Resources. Geyer has served as apoet-in-the-schools in Northern Virginia through the Humanities Project of theArlington Public Schools, and collaborated with the Greater Reston Arts Center in2010 on a program to teach students how to write poetry in response to visualart. In 2011, she participated in the 3rd Annual Poetry Expo atMount Vernon High School, in Mt. Vernon, Virginia.
 
 
poems (video)   another poem  and another  and one last

Monday, January 02, 2012

First Friday poets at VMFA January 6 Deborah Ager Poet # 1

Poets at the Virginia Museum January 6th (First Friday)  Local Poet Alert!!

First Friday in January at the Virginia Museum of Fine Arts you will have the opportunity to meet and hear four WONDERFUL poets reading- Deborah Ager, Bernadette Geyer, Anna Claire Hodge, and John Hoppenthaler. They will read 25 minutes each from 6pm to 8pm in the atrium. Free.


About Ms. Ager:

Deborah Ager’s poetry collection is Midnight Voices. Her poems have
appeared in journals such as New England Review, The Georgia Review,
Quarterly West, New Letters, New South and elsewhere. She’s founding
editor and publisher of 32 Poems Magazine and has overseen the
magazine since its inception in 2003. Many poems first appearing in 32
Poems have been honored in the Best American Poetry and Best New Poets
anthologies and on Verse Daily and Poetry Daily.


poems   and more  32 Poems Journal 

Monday, December 19, 2011

Poets at the Virginia Museum January 6th (First Friday)

Local Poet Alert!!

First Friday in January at the Virginia Museum of Fine Arts you will have the opportunity to meet and hear four WONDERFUL poets reading- Deborah Ager, Bernadette Geyer, Anna Claire Hodge, and John Hoppenthaler. They will read 25 minutes each from 6pm to 8pm in the atrium. Free.

Click here for more info- I'll be posting individual pages for each poet soon!

Monday, December 12, 2011

30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself!

There are mornings when my web reading while I breakfast is a terrible waste-

not this morning.

I wish the list were shorter so I could carry it around, some of the thoughts are repetitive, but whatever-

Go Here and Free yourself

then get back to whatever you were doing before you read this. Did it make any difference?

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

If you're looking for my poem-a-day entries

If you're looking for my poem-a-day entries-
you won't find them here anymore. They were all drafts, unformed, unfinished poem starts- and I will be fiddling with them for awhile.

I miss writing a whole poem each day, I feel a little lost, aimless. January- I'm looking forward to getting serious again.

Got a couple of no's from my submissions, both with nice comments and please send more, it's a good kind of rejection, I suppose.

I've had two wonderful opportunities to write, one at The Porches (if you look at the photo on the webpage, my room was second floor with the chimney- the blue room- see below). The other time "away" was house sitting for a friend west of Richmond, where I slept a lot and made some clay doodads.  It was good to clear my head, but home is still somewhat chaotic, what with four adults in a small house (and we all have different schedules).


Writing is a solitary ordeal. When I was in college, music was a solitary ordeal. Creativity, for me, is primarily solitary. The older I get, the more I crave silence and empty rooms. I was to get rid of the excess around me, pare down, uncomplicate.

I sense some new directions for the winter. Come with me.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Read some current work out there right now...

Chapbook over at the Dead Mule School of Southern Literature

Poem "Mrs. Klute" at PIF

Poem "The bells done rung" at Qarrtsiluni

Plus the daily poems, to be updated shortly

Thanks for reading my work!

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Are you writing a poem a day in November?

Here's some good places for inspiration:

Book of Kells

also

Poetic Asides

or take a headline from the newspaper

or get on twitter and check out some of the folks who are poets

Thursday, October 27, 2011

I can't help being proud

Poems are like children I finish up (as best I can) then shoo them out into the world hoping they make something of themselves.

My poem "On the Ninety-Ninth Floor" which I wrote about 9-11 in 2001 (also titled "On the Hundred and First Floor" on the advice of an editor who was a Rolling Stones fan) has been used in two different school English programs and been published numerous times in print and on the web.

While googling myself (if you submit poetry, you should check occasionally) I found another instance where the poem was used, this time in a commemoration ceremony at Harper College in Illinois, read by Anne Davidovich, an English professor.

HERE is the link. Thanks, Professor Davidovicz!

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Friday, October 21, 2011

Is that a poet behind those $5 sunglasses?

or is it Shann with a new haircut by her personal stylist?

Makes me wanna write a jazz hot poem-

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Poetry Society of Virginia Newsletter October

If you are interested, find it HERE

If you want to receive a copy in your email, let me know, I'm the editor!

The annual contest begins November 1st and runs through January 19th (Poe's Birthday)

Cash prizes, some pretty substantial, quality well-known judges that change every year!

C'mon- you know you want to!

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Fountain Books and Chop Suey

And this is why I purchase books at these two stores (or occasionally from a writer at a reading):

Read this article if you love books

My husband noticed Books-a-Million on Broad Street is closed. I never much cared for the place for books- the staff was generally good and the magazine selection was the best in town (at least for my cross stitch). The loss of any bookstore diminishes all of us.

You laugh now, but wait until Amazonofthefuture tells us what to read.

and they don't like poetry.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Halloween Poems??? You bet your pumpkin!

What could be more fun than poems for Halloween??

A most benign holiday, apparently safe for all faiths- or those with little.

Click HERE for selections.... and Boo!

Sunday, October 16, 2011

$10,000 Poetry Prize Winner

Carole Weinstein Prize in Poetry, logo
Congratulation

Lisa Russ Spaar
2011 Recipient

The Carole Weinstein Prize in Poetry, established in 2005, is awarded annually to a poet with strong connections to central Virginia. The $10,000 prize recognizes significant recent contribution to the art of poetry and a broad range of achievement in the field.

from Poetry Daily

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Sevenlings and Shann

Did I mention I'm writing a sevenling a day for the month of October?

So far, it's been interesting- not as easy as I'd thought, but fun.

link HERE

give it a try- I'll post one soon...

Monday, October 10, 2011

Thursday, October 06, 2011

And who, you ask- is this Transtromer dude??

He's writes difficult poetry, only available through translation.

He's 80.

He's not Bob Dylan, or American.

"Transtromer, whose subtle, multi-layered work often deals with the relation between man and nature or the conscious and unconscious, is a regular on the list of favourites to win the prize." Simon Johnson, Reuters

What do I think? Dunno, really. I'm not a huge fan of The Poet With the Name That Sounds Like a Sci-Fi Movie. (or should I say Syfy?)

HERE be some useful links